- Sunday, August 23, 2009 / 6:38 PM.
Back to my single life
im happy without you
i swear(:
hahas..friday,went to arena with brother,wee long,kumar n wee long friend.
kumar left when he haven even started drinking lols psk! hahas
well,really have fun tat night!maybe going next friday again wahahs
byeeeeee ppl! ((:
- Friday, August 21, 2009 / 11:05 AM.
thanks +)
smile
maybe the last happy outing..
i tried my best,whether can make it or not its up to fate...
painful...
- Wednesday, August 19, 2009 / 9:04 PM.
If you really don wan it jus tell me so ...
Don leave me hanging in a city tat is so dead.help up so high on such a breakable thread...
My brain are all overcome by fatigue and i began to feel falter in this relationship .sometime im jus like u, feel like giving up but in the end i stil choose to hold on.i don know why , i kept asking myself .trying to find the answer but i cant...i always trying to numb myself with work n lots of stuff because whenever i have time i would stop n think recall fondly the halcyon days we spent together .things tat i want is very easy ... i jus wan an honest answer from you.....hais..
trying to be strong
but im not...
- Sunday, July 5, 2009 / 2:22 PM.
we were once so sweet , talking on the phone for many hours.don bear to hang up but now .... even receving ur call or msg its jus so difficult.everythiing jus change after one day,i cant accept or can say its difficult to accept.i tried letting u go but u wanna hang on when i wanna hang on u wanna let me go.im confuse ,i really don know wat do you wan from me?sometimes i m thinking isit my fault to cause u to change? i want everything honest from u but u jus don wan to tel me honestly.everydayi hope we will go back to last time,contacting each other every second , minute and hour but i guess its impossible .u once said u will never leave me alone but now u are doing it..its jus a matter of time.....
3 days deadline.
if you dont,its over...
- Wednesday, July 1, 2009 / 6:36 PM.
i seen it
love me,not like last time anymore
dote me,gues not anymore too
deovted,not at all
i need to be strong
- Tuesday, June 30, 2009 / 4:09 PM.
one word to describle .. DISAPPOINTED..
- Sunday, June 21, 2009 / 2:39 PM.
yesterday msg ba zan , ask him how abt his camp inside ! lols he told me he has been training like a dogggggg.. hahas n the worst thing was he fought with other platoon ppl! wat a dumb n stupid friend i have !!! i guess he wil be punish like hell inside! stupid stupid!
well, now i gt to update abt myself ! ((:
hmms always shopping because bf want to.. lols because of him i gain alotttt of weight! arrgh.. he always tempt to eat nice food.felt so futile , not able to resist those tempt ! wahahahs. sometimes bf n i also drinks, chill chill n tok abt stuff tat we don like , at tat time i felt tat we were like friends but sweet at the same time. so i said '' bf! treat me like a friend n tok to me ! '' hahas i know its kinda stupid lols! butttt... its stil nice n sweet.both of us know tat we have a adament character so i don know how long this stubborness gonna last! lols watever it is he dote me , tats wat my family n friends can see,loves me i hope he do . n lastly devoted im still seeing abt it ((:
no expectation
no disappointment....
